Hur ska jag göra?

"Your heart starts to feel like an over-crowded lifeboat. You throw your pride out to keep it afloat, and your self-respect and your independence. After a while you start throwing people out - your friends, everyone you used to know. And it´s still not enough. The lifeboat is still sinking, and you know it´s going to take you down with it." Ordagrant ur boken "Shantaram" av Gregory David Roberts. En beskrivning av hur kärleken ibland kan vara.